For anyone who is reading this, I need your prayers desperately.

I became a minister a month ago on paper. I have been in ministry for over 30 years. My sister, who has been in church twice in 20 years, is offended by this. She verbally abuses me and she has destroyed my life in one month.

I am going to be homeless in three weeks because of her and I have lost all of my belongings and I have to get rid of my pets. The hardest part is the pets because they were rescued from abuse and now I don’t know what is going to happen to them. They have special needs because they were abused, and I don’t know if anyone will be able to handle that and I’m afraid they will be put to sleep.

I have no emotional support. My friends are scattering like rats. You find out who your friends are when you are in need.

I am borrowing money and I am fine in that respect but it’s very heartbreaking when everybody runs away from you when you need them the most. Even my pastor was unsympathetic and very cold and matter-of-fact.

I am crumbling apart and no one is helping me. Please just pray for me. I need support. No one cares what is happening to me.

Thank you.

I’m leaning on C.S. Lewis tonight.

God Wants Tou To Discover Your Weapon:
https://youtu.be/ygfiHu-aj84?si=1hKtxzrwqPUiHL_T

This is what I saw when I left church last night.

Thank you, God.

Good night blessings.