My heart is broken. Social media makes it entirely too easy for eyes to stray, ungodly relationships to form. It happened even before then, I've always prayed that his eyes would be opened to see the pain his actions cause in my heart, I've tried to tell him so many times but it ends in anger and my fault. I feel I've reached the end and don't know what to do. I'm ready to give this marriage of over 30 years up. Even if I did it's too late to start over. My heart is full of grief.