Got to meet my "NOW" husband for the 2nd time. That time our families no longer continued to try keeping us apart. That was ~2011. We ended up leaving the PNW ~2 yrs later to attempt relocating to start our lives together. We originally met in Phx, AZ ~1989. "Toothache Boy." We eventually went back to AZ, where we lived w/his Mother for ~2.5yrs, & finally tied the knot That Glorious Day to be ID'd in separate event. We then moved to WA w/his Mother as she'd just been diagnosed with Breast Cancer for the 2nd time. Lastly, we came to Pendleton, Sept '23, upon learning his identical twin brother's health had taken a turn for the worse. We only had a few months with him before he passed in his sleep at home in his bed with his wife (who, BTW, is my older sister). Now we're stuck here, can't get health insurance we need to get medical help we need, can't afford to rent/buy anything, don't have DL, can't fly..... we're SOL & up a creek. Did I mention..... I've also almost lost my husband twice now in just the last year?

I'm frightened & worried!

I pray, so does he, but it just feels like the Lord isn't there anymore? I'm not sure. I just know that He's either not answering our pleas at all, or....?