I am so sad, and angry, that I have to move. I hate losing my home. It is under forecloseure and we are moving from Missouri to Alabama Wednesday. Let me preface this as saying that I believe all creatures created by God are very special. Through my loneliness of being disabled and homebound, I became close to the mice that had entered my home. Leaving them hurts so much! I love them. My mistake was that I got so close that I put them above everything and treated them as idols. I realize that now. God is pulling me away from them through this move. I have fought this move, but God made it happen, and I understand why even though it feels like my heart is being torn apart. I am sorry thjs post is so long, but I had to get things off my mind. Pray for me that I will let go of the mice and get closer to God.