Whenever he is in the streets of his town he sees people buying and selling, kids playing and life going on as normal, but I deep discomfort hits him, it whispers, all of what you see around you will turn to ash, he answers what about the children they have dreams of living and the future, dreams of a good life, he asks God, is this thought from you Lord or am I going crazy, he thinks there is nothing I could do if it is from you, but what about the dreams of the people, what about the dreams of the future of the children, then he gets his answer, who are you to question God.
A deep prayer comes from his heart, I cannot question you Lord if this thought is from you, but what if this whisper is not from you, how can I be sure my mind is not playing tricks on me or worst this is from Satan.
He is just an ordinary man, with some unique experiences but in the end with no power or authority or wealth.
Another whisper comes, will the Lord who kept you to this day fail you, he answers no Lord but why me, you have stronger believers than me, and what is the point of telling me if in the end nothing can be done, and life has been going as usual for centuries why now.
Another whisper comes, now the bible reaches the depth of the world, now the technology is ready, now the world is ready for the end.
He thinks my mind is just playing tricks on me, the answer comes from his memory, you have always had this thought, he thinks maybe I need to increase the medication, for you see at 18 years old he was diagnosed with schizophrenia, he is just ill.
He asks God, Lord why did you give me this life if you knew I am going to suffer, the answer comes, so that you know me and serve others, if you are insane or sane it is all the same, power, authority and wealth comes from me, who are you to ask why.
Just believe in me, proclaim that I am God, confirm you belief in the trinity and let me lead you, give your whole life to me with all of its good and all of its sin, and believe me I will do wonders.
He answers Lord I have faith that you are good, merciful and just, take my life Lord and do as you wish.
He remembers the years before going back to the Lord, when he was flirting with atheism, but he has seen what it could do to a person, it makes life unworthy of living, it makes lives worthless, and with no justice.
A deep prayer comes from his heart, I cannot question you Lord if this thought is from you, but what if this whisper is not from you, how can I be sure my mind is not playing tricks on me or worst this is from Satan.
He is just an ordinary man, with some unique experiences but in the end with no power or authority or wealth.
Another whisper comes, will the Lord who kept you to this day fail you, he answers no Lord but why me, you have stronger believers than me, and what is the point of telling me if in the end nothing can be done, and life has been going as usual for centuries why now.
Another whisper comes, now the bible reaches the depth of the world, now the technology is ready, now the world is ready for the end.
He thinks my mind is just playing tricks on me, the answer comes from his memory, you have always had this thought, he thinks maybe I need to increase the medication, for you see at 18 years old he was diagnosed with schizophrenia, he is just ill.
He asks God, Lord why did you give me this life if you knew I am going to suffer, the answer comes, so that you know me and serve others, if you are insane or sane it is all the same, power, authority and wealth comes from me, who are you to ask why.
Just believe in me, proclaim that I am God, confirm you belief in the trinity and let me lead you, give your whole life to me with all of its good and all of its sin, and believe me I will do wonders.
He answers Lord I have faith that you are good, merciful and just, take my life Lord and do as you wish.
He remembers the years before going back to the Lord, when he was flirting with atheism, but he has seen what it could do to a person, it makes life unworthy of living, it makes lives worthless, and with no justice.
Whenever he is in the streets of his town he sees people buying and selling, kids playing and life going on as normal, but I deep discomfort hits him, it whispers, all of what you see around you will turn to ash, he answers what about the children they have dreams of living and the future, dreams of a good life, he asks God, is this thought from you Lord or am I going crazy, he thinks there is nothing I could do if it is from you, but what about the dreams of the people, what about the dreams of the future of the children, then he gets his answer, who are you to question God.
A deep prayer comes from his heart, I cannot question you Lord if this thought is from you, but what if this whisper is not from you, how can I be sure my mind is not playing tricks on me or worst this is from Satan.
He is just an ordinary man, with some unique experiences but in the end with no power or authority or wealth.
Another whisper comes, will the Lord who kept you to this day fail you, he answers no Lord but why me, you have stronger believers than me, and what is the point of telling me if in the end nothing can be done, and life has been going as usual for centuries why now.
Another whisper comes, now the bible reaches the depth of the world, now the technology is ready, now the world is ready for the end.
He thinks my mind is just playing tricks on me, the answer comes from his memory, you have always had this thought, he thinks maybe I need to increase the medication, for you see at 18 years old he was diagnosed with schizophrenia, he is just ill.
He asks God, Lord why did you give me this life if you knew I am going to suffer, the answer comes, so that you know me and serve others, if you are insane or sane it is all the same, power, authority and wealth comes from me, who are you to ask why.
Just believe in me, proclaim that I am God, confirm you belief in the trinity and let me lead you, give your whole life to me with all of its good and all of its sin, and believe me I will do wonders.
He answers Lord I have faith that you are good, merciful and just, take my life Lord and do as you wish.
He remembers the years before going back to the Lord, when he was flirting with atheism, but he has seen what it could do to a person, it makes life unworthy of living, it makes lives worthless, and with no justice.
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