Stop asking... why me? Start asking what are you trying to show me? What are you preparing and equipping me for?
If it's an open door of opportunity for you to glorify and honor the Father, and it seems unlikely or impossible, then your question should be... why not me?
You are a new creation, all thing in your life have become new. You've been made free of every bondage that holds you back. Nothing can stop you because you are a son or daughter of the Most High. No weapon of the enemy can stop you. Jesus said that the works that He did, you will do, so why not you?
Meditate on the fact and seek revelation of the fact that you carry within you everything the Father and Son are through the Holy Spirit. Your hands feet and lips are anointed to release the awesome power of God.
You carry within you all of Heaven, and you are able to fulfill the prayer that Jesus taught us to pray; Your Kingdom come, Your will be done on On Earth as it is in Heaven. Everywhere you go, you have the ability, the power and the authority to release Heaven on Earth.
There is absolutely nothing that you can do or have to do to be able to walk in your destiny of being a son or daughter of God. Jesus paid the price, conquered death, hell and the grave so that you would become Children of God.
Today, you should lay down your weight that holds you down and back, anything that would distract your focus from the call God created in you.
Get up, put your hand to the plow, and move forward, step into your identity that is only found through Christ. You are worthy, you are enough and you are more than a conqueror!