Trust the process and embrace the journey. God knows what He's doing even when don't understand. He will not let you fail or fall, if you have surrendered your will to Him.
We walk by faith not by sight (or hearing). Remember things aren't always how or what they appear to be. God has promised you, as sons and daughters that, all things work together for your good, because you love God and are the called according to His Purpose (Romans 8:28). He didn't promise they would work together according to you plan, but His.
It's time to rise up and turn the tables on the enemy. You become the storm that rages against the kingdom of darkness. It's time to put every demon on notice! When they raise up against you, you drive them out with the Word that's in you. They know that you are filled with the Holy Spirit, that you've been redeemed from the curse, and the things associated with the curse cannot dwell in the same temple of the Holy Spirit. Do not let reports or man dictate your identity. They may give you a negative report, but the Word of God supersedes and overrules over every negative word and every natural wisdom and law of man.
Today, you must determine that you believe God's Word in your life. That His hand of mercy and grace is upon your life. Whatever assignment from God that has been spoken into your life will come to completion if you remain faithful and obedient to God and His Word. If you have determined that you will live a total surrendered life to God, nothing can stop or cut short what you are called to do.