My life is like a long flight of stairs. You go up and down but you know the outcome where that place is. But in Christ, though uncertain what life is, God desired direct is found the pages of scripture. Only way is to have obedience and love for scripture. Oh by the end of this month I will finally get "the Macarthur Study bible NKJV". I was hoping to get it in KJV but it's fine coz I'm using Ryrie study bible KJV. Im blessed to have such resources available. Please pray for regular quiet time with the Lord and rebuild my bible study in regular daily habit and the desire to read scripture daily. Sometimes I do slack put from time to time but my theology remains the same. I am Calvinist in bible theology "TULIP", but based only trough scripture. God bless. 😆