You must learn to continue to trust God and keep your faith in Him even when it seems He is answering your prayers backwards. You know that feeling of God, yes I prayed but this wasn't the way I was expecting you to answer it. It is confusing when you are progressing backwards but we must trust the one is the same Yesterday, Today and forever. He has been in your Yesterday, He is present in your today and the tomorrow you are worried about, He has been. Trust Him that He knows what He is doing even when you can’t understand a thing. ©️ Littlewind