Good day. I need some advice from my brothers and sisters here. My wife and I are currently separated, though still living in the same home. But she already sued for divorce. I am convinced that she is my portion and my life (apart from Jesus, of course). I have recently downloaded Christian dating apps, in an attempt to try to get over her. We got married 24 years ago while we were both Muslim. We since accepted Jesus as our Saviour and Redeemer some years ago. The divorce was supposed to bury the Muslim part of our lives and move forward as children of God. But some other dynamics have entered the issue now, and the divorce is no longer plainly amicable.

Last night, she came to me, and cried in my arms for about an hour, pouring out her heart to me. She said that she still loves me deeply. And, listen to this. She feels hurt that I seem casual about the divorce! I promise you, this is one of the hardest things I ever have to do or go through. And this includes the death of my first daughter. I was devastated when I realised that I am splitting from the woman I have sworn eternal love (yes, I am convinced that my love for her is deeper than life itself). But I took a conscious decision to give it to my Father and let Him handle it. I recently changed my prayer from asking for restoration of my marriage, to asking for a miracle. Something to replace what we had; something better; instead of going back to what was.

What happened last night was so unexpected and so uncharacteristic. And I just found out that there are issues with all nine dating apps I downloaded. All of them.

Can the intercessors and prophets here please help me out with prayer and words of wisdom and knowledge. Is God trying to tell me that I am interfering with His divine plan for my life?

Thank you, my beloved brothers and sisters