There are many people I know that don’t believe in the Lord. I used to feel bad for them.. Until the Lord brought me to one and moved me In with her at the time of great struggle and uncertainty of what’s to come. And a sudden loss of all her family to put her in a time of void. Now I grew to know her and witnessed her go to the hospital beside the dying .. those who have no one that comes to see them when they’re dying. And I saw her put all her time into sitting beside the hospital beds of the dying.
And I saw.her visiting the least in prison. .
Then I saw that I was a dead heart in the Lord and I saw something that terrified me. Scripture fell on me like a baseball bat across the jaw. Right down from up above and the scroll opened up and something made my eyes focus on the center point of the unrolled scroll and it was one saying didn’t I cast out devils Im your name? The lord said go from me I never knew you. This is people in the churches with closed hearts to the least.
Then I heard the lord say come into eternal joy for I was sick and you visited me. I was in prison and you visited me. The person said when did I do this? The Lord said when you do these things for the least you do them for me.
Then a heavy dark cloud fell around me and I saw that I was the believer that never did a thing for the least. The one turned away at heaven. And then I was uplifted to see that the friend i was worried about because she’s a non believer. I saw that she was the one that visited the Lord when he was Sick. Because every thing we do for the unwanted and broken hearted we do for the Lord because the Lord receives what you give to these . It lifts his heart.
This vision was given to me in a sense of urgency and of the greatest importance over all things. This teaching Im receiving from the angel is allowing me to see myself from outside myself through pure eyes. And I testify that this is true.. Never have I seen anything more terrifying than looking at myself from outside myself through pure eyes. This is how the angel is teaching me . This is the most painful thing I ever experienced.. Because this is truth in pure form. I am finding that I am the last seed of Cain at the ends of the earth. And Cain was moved out from the presence of the lord. And im the final son at the ends of the path of Gods presence. By no means am I chosen because I’m in good standing with the Lord. Im at the ends of Cains death moving towards the end mark. I am lower than dust. Worthless to the world and worthless to heaven. Iam only with something to myself. .. When the angel teaches me somehow the angel is able to shut down my dopamine and testosterone and emotions. . And makes it so I can see myself. I am the hopeless wonderer that wondered to the ends of hopelessness at the ends of the earth. Im the ends of the spirit of Cain at the ends of sacrifice death. Look at the world today. The angel made it so I could see by removing pleasure. Kind of like a void. And is revealing the plank that’s been in my eye. The angel is helping me get the plank out that’s why I’m able to see all of you just have a splinter in your eyes. The angel is letting me see the beast inside myself and it’s the darkest place I’ve seen. All these years ive thought I was a good person but the spirit of truth is showing me otherwise. And this is a faithful and true blessing from above and also the darkest, most void. .. I say to you …. the same is going to come to some of you. Open your heart and accept it for it will not be pleasant