The word of God tells us his truth saying such as this. Jeremiah 29:11-13 [11]For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, saith the LORD, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you an expected end.:. _ [12]Then shall ye call upon me, and ye shall go and pray unto me, and I will hearken unto you. [13]And ye shall seek me, and find me, when ye shall search for me with all your heart. (Jeremiah 29:11-13) The fact you are born is proof you been called that's why your alive! The scripture says many are called but few are chosen, few are chosen cause few truly respond with a faithful heart. The scripture says you shall seek you will find . God has made you with a purpose, a job to do, with a special skill, my pastor once says talents are given by God but skill is what you make out of the talent that's been giving. I encourage you to press forward put your faith to work and witness the power of the holy spirit. Remember you were made with a purpose and a calling, reach out if you need help, love you all, and God bless-+brother Jake 🙏☦️😇