Good Morning, What's is on my heart I have never explained my story I don't think. I have been married 8 years going on 9. February a year ago I decided to separate. I moved in with my sister. A year ago in May I had my second stroke. also in May my husband went to jail and now he's in prison until June this year. and with all the praying I have done in the last 8 years I decided I'm giving my husband to God. and then as I was praying I thought when I separated I wasn't giving God a fair chance.. cuz God works out everything in his time not my time or my husband's time. his time. and I believe that God has softened my heart to try one more time. I don't want to live with an alcoholic or a drug addict I got to put my foot down somewhere. right now he's making all kinds of promises and I hope he can keep up with them. my husband when he's clean and sober you couldn't ask for a better man, except for he never listens. there's nothing I can do about that I just want to be able to Trust my husband again. this is where I need lots of prayer and God. I normally have my Bible app going with enough devotionals to last me through the day. I actually Wonder if maybe I may be doing too many. but I have nothing else to do and I don't want to be glued to social media I hate tiktok, and all the mess that it shows and Instagram all of it. I just need a way to keep my messenger so I can keep in touch with my daughter and my grandson who's about to turn two. that in my Bible app unfortunately the last stroke affected my ability to read and write. so I have to listen to my Bible and write a letter or text with audio and speak to text. I don't know what this world holds in store, but I am trusting God's way from now on. well that's just part of my story I do plan on giving my marriage One More shot. I believe that is what God would want me to do to hold on to the covenant and respect my vows that I took 8 years ago. thank you all for listening to My crazy Life. I just pray that I am doing the right thing and God will show me the way.