I was so blinded by the fact of being brought up in a Christian Home.
My thoughts mainly revolved around the fact that I was already saved because my Dad is a Pastor and the fact that I was raised in a Christian household. I thought I was automatically in without any questions.
It took years of harships, pain, sinful behavior and shame tp finally understand that Salvation is a personal matter which i believe goes hand in hand with the type of Relationship you have with God.