Thank you all for the spiritual encouragement. At times our faith gets attacked and the devil wants us to go to the cave but I am thankful that God spoke to me in prayer and has brung me back to alignment in the spirit and in the natural. Hes a loving Father and I am ao grateful that He does not love me by performance He loves me because Hes a good Father yet chastise those He loves. Im doing better thank you all again for your prayers. This app is such a blessing to me glad I found a community of believers who loves Jesus.