I never said no to my calling. Man felt I had to please him first. I have tried to get people to see the importance of it. Hope I don't have tell God I said Here I am, LORD but man came up with excuses.
2 Timothy 1:6-7 NKJV Therefore I remind you to stir up the gift of God which is in you through the laying on of my hands,
For God has not given us a spirit of fear, but of power and of love and of a sound mind.