How does Jesus speak to me, ME personally? Given my lengthy background in deep, layered writings that I have done for the last 20 years, I read the Gospels over and over again and I already love, deeply love Jesus and his miracles, his healings, his teachings, his words and arguments ect., without being deep in research about his words, I already love Jesus so much and I actually weep when I hear the things he did, the people HE reached out to when his own "people" wouldn't even dare to try; and when I then deep dive and research to see that EVERY single WORD he said, has multiple purposes, every action and reaction he did (that was recorded, remember not everything he did was recorded) has multiple meanings to it, ect. These things are fully compatible and prophesied in the Old Testament, and it really speaks to me personally as I have published hundreds of deep layered works of my own writing, lyrics, poetry ect. and to now find and discover Jesus was doing that all along, this whole time, except of course His words/actions actually have serious meaning to it, I was just doing it for fun and to brag about my talents, mind blowing stuff. I always like to come up with theories and alternate theories about my favorite movies and TV shows and stuff like that, well I'm basically doing this here with the Bible except I am doing this for something that is rooted in real history, so it's actually meaningful.
Nothing he did or said was an accident, and it's rooted directly from the Old Testament and its still blowing me away, but my shock wears off when I remind myself… He is God
"Before Abraham Was... I Am"
Gives me chills every time