I am lost. Death is so near me, unsure of salvation, I am so afraid. I just lost like all my savings about 200,000USDT in few days and I don't know how or what to do with this MADNESSES and the MADNESSES of the past. I don't want to die and I want heaven. Please forgive me God. Forgive me for cursing you and finding joy in cursing you. It was all out of hatred towards you God, fear you, so hard to love you. Email: tehpeng3070@gmail.com