You need to reject the spirit of why you are asking every day for your life. You are qualified for every battle of this time, God created you for a time like this not for another time, He equipped you with all the things you need for this time, you just but that little light for you to sprint out. you are not an accident to this era, you are a solid person God formed and tested be sending you here, so rather than asking whys every day hit your chest and saythe lord is my strength and I will win this battle. He lives in you