Think God is telling me to take a break from studying, I am so tired and so drained yet now I feel motivated to get it done. Plus what I'm doing now is not comfortable or easy at all its worth it though and I'm glad God put me on this path Satan tried telling me "You aint good enough you won't be able to do this" God told me "Through him all things are possible" and what can I say I am a 36 year old adult with PTSD and Autism who just passed 4 out of 5 units of working with adults with mental health problems and i recently started a job as a volunteer creative support assistant working with adults with SEND (Special Educational Needs and DIsabilities), I certainly wasn't expecting this and I've got an interview for a paid cleaning job in the process so God does also provide financially and He knows I want to earn enough to pay for my university fees so that I can become an Art Therapist. SO HERE IS MY PROOF GOD EXISTS AND GOD HIS REAL and also the other night i forgot to greaseproof/line tin when baking bread and prayed over it "Jesus if you are God let this bread come free from the tin" guess what seconds later it came free. Today I prayed again provide me with the things i need the most and make sure I understand scripture and I got a free bible and a new coat for just £1 as well as some much needed ready made bread and sweet treats and came home to my frozen curry i treated myself to having being defrosted. Chatted with someone on a christian chat thing for over 2 hours and my bible landed open on my lap on 1 Kings 9 3-4 like definitive confirmation my prayers have indeed been heard and after that my motivation to finish my last unit of my course came flooding back and I'm NOT listening to Satan trying to convince me I'm delusional when he was the one God cast out of heaven rightly so!!! I am beginning to understand and I 1000% have accepted Jesus Christ into my life and accept God raised him from the dead.