My guitar Was Out Of Tune I need to rerecord this but anyway.... what started out wanting to be a Messianic version of Blue Christmas and a lament for my wife and my breakup.. it turned into this song which makes my heartache into a spiritual realization of the heartache of the Bride of the Messiah as we continuously committed spiritually adultery against Him... yet we long for His return and his forgiveness even if we don't deserve it... this is a good song and lyrically I love the lyrics to it but I need to record it with my guitar tuned correctly... to do that I have to find the chords again... a lot of the lyrics taken understanding of what the feast days mean and what the meaning of the different symbolism is and it understanding of Prophecy and scripture to really know what I'm singing about.... but even without understanding all of the intellectual mumbo jumbo it's just a lover missing her bridegroom because she behaved herself like a stupid prostitute.