You might ask; if you have such radical faith to believe what the doctors say can’t be reversed, restored or healed, why don’t you stop all of your medications and stop dialysis?
The Father has called us to walk in wisdom. I believe that He’s telling me to stay the course, and let them treat me and run their tests. This way, they will see and know, that the Word is true. Because they won’t be able to deny what they witness. If I just walk away, I would be keeping them from seeing the truth with their own eyes. If I walked away, they would just chalk it up to I’m crazy. Also, I feel as I would be operating in rebellion, because I had leaned unto my own understanding and made the choice to do it my way, instead of waiting on the Lord to direct my steps.