My heart is saying hmmm. I was given some very carefully worded suggestions from a person who is soft, kind, and gentle. To understand them and apply them will be truly difficult. Part of me is raging at the thought of how and part of me is saying Lord there's no way without you. My life experiences have shaped me the way I am. But how much grace can I expect from others and for how long. To change to somethimg beyond your grasp takes a miraculas movement from God. Not saying i have , but saying i believe this us ehat would be needed. And saying amen as I know im going kicking and screaming down the path. Hoping for some form of proof it might be doable. With him.