You have one soul
And salvation is personal.
No one can cause you if you don't want to. You cannot make a person turn from God if they don't want to.
God and earthly friendship cannot be compared. God and closeness of flesh cannot be compared.

For those who ignore the truth and do all other are like Martha. They are busy in all that wouldn't give them salvation, and ignore the one thing which is able to save their souls: the Truth, the engrafted word.

Don't be blinded by things you're going to leave behind, all of it, every last one of them. And be concerned more with what you will need on your way out. That is what it is - the salvation of your soul - without spot or wrinkle.

Churches are circus today. The pastors, false and clowns. The people, lovers of the world than lovers of God.

Salvation is personal. And it's only one.
"There is one lawgiver, who is able to save and to destroy:" James 4:12
"Return, O LORD, deliver my soul: oh save me for thy mercies' sake." Psalms 6:4
Blessed be God