I need 5500$, Nepali 7 to 8 lakh for surgery. can anyone donate. Help lil amount

Is this App made for just to watch ,read and let it be? or help eachother genuinely???

I came into Christ but still I find no peace ,everyday I wake-up and feel like why I need to live this life, Im not able to give Glory to God.Nobody on this heart cares for me. I miss my parents .My relationship with my husband is no the verse of end. I know God has been helping me but I have no longer strong heart I have no patience to wait.I wish God take away to gift of Life from me😞.