I have a question that's wandering in my mind every second of my life. I have this issue in my life and I and I am wondering why, this happens to me always. I very time, I decided to seek God in prayer and fasting after my prayers and fasting things become so worsen like never before, pain in my body worsen like never before, high blood pressure come with higher speed like never before. The very moment I said thank you, I am healed, that very time the pain starts with a higher painful like never before. If I only say, thank you God, you have answered my prayers, or you remembered me, or thank you God you have take away my shame, just after a second I receive a disappointment message, if I only received a good news and start to glorify and praise God for what He has done for me, after minutes or seconds I received a breaking heart message which I wasn't expected. So,I am wondering why, this could happen to me like that often and always? 😭 Is it may be my sins are too high? Is it may be I don't pray in proper way? Is it may be I don't pray according the will of God? Is it may be I am not holy enough to pray to God? Is it may be God don't love me and that's why He don't answer my prayers? Is it may be I don't know how to pray perfectly? Or what could be the problem for things not to go well with in everything I do or pray for??