post ministry oppression/harassment overwhelmed me this am. spending time with God to work thru it = faith, in other words, I'm not strong/ wise enough - no do i want too. been there- done that!

learning to enjoy fellowship again. I "came in" thru the side door of midweek prayer/ practice 2 mos ago. now playing cello - but NOT on stage. Advice:
remain incognito until your feeling safe