I battle with intrusive thoughts badly, they get really intense and come out of nowhere often and I also have an online shopping addiction that I can't get rid of, I've been praying for God to reveal to me what the root cause of it is but other than that I don't know what else to do I just needed to tell someone, please keep me in your prayers.

"Who You Say I Am Devotional - PraiseCharts" https://www.praisecharts.com/song-lists/who-you-say-i-am-devotional

I just want to be where God is.

It's all good and getting better.

I know just how this guy feels, because I'm the same way.

https://youtube.com/watch?v=SmVkGAJlSpU&si=CCYHWo1h06LR6Z4Z

The world can say what they want, i'd rather wait on God.