Being utterly alone in a walk no one can understand or see is grueling and every step takes everything you have to not cave into the pit that the fallen are trying hard to trip you into and manipulate you into. The mental anguish is heavy. The blanketed weight is so hard to even drag around. In these present times, you can be surrounded by folk who pride themselves on the appearance of "Christianity" but void of the character markings of Jesus Christ. Recognition and Popularity are the sign of the times and the deep rooted egoism is only branching out. God, save me from myself. I beg of your divine ax to lay its blade to root or shaft that is within me and would cause me to stumble and blind myself so much so that would lead my direction into darkness and blind my spiritual eyes to not even see that I'm doing so. Lay your ax to the root of any sliver of self righteousness or such low self esteem that jealousy would give way to a door that the evil ones use to divide but let me understand the difference between pride and your authority within me. Let me be kind to others even if they are mean, ugly and rude especially, the ones calling themselves followers of your word. Let me rise up again and walk with your name saturated in my entire existence. Amen

Does anyone ever post their own thoughts and daily progression here or is this just posting for advertisement only? Why does no one use this platform the same way everyone uses FB? Why are we not interacting as a body? Asking for a friend....

I never wanted to write a book! iI did! Ever thought about putting your life, testimony or walk into print for others to read but deemed yourself as someone who just didn't write or didn't think you could or didn't have a clue where to start? Ask me about that! It would be well worth the ask. Trust me. You're life is important. You are and your story is important to our Creator and it speaks volumes to others in the shadows.