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Dear Friend Few things can disrupt more quickly than strife. It often begins with hurt feelings or a simple disagreement, but if left unchecked, it can steal our peace and rob us of joy. God never intended for His people to live in an atmosphere of contention. Today, make a fresh declaration over your life and your family: “Strife will not rule here!” Ask the Lord to help you respond with wisdom and maintain an atmosphere of peace in your home. As you declare peace, you will find yourself becoming a person who doesn't stir up strife, but carries the presence of God wherever you go. SCRIPTURE A hot-tempered person stirs up strife, but the slow to anger calms a dispute. Proverbs 15:18 DECLARATION Today, we break the power of strife over our home and our family! We decree our home is an environment where strife has no place and no voice. We rebuke all demonic powers that would create contention, bickering, quarrels, and altercations, in the Name of Jesus. We say that we refuse to be lured into strife-filled conversations and situations. We declare that anger, contention, touchiness, grouchiness, temper tantrums, and flare-ups are not allowed in our home. We prophesy that we are a family who controls our emotions, words, and attitudes and we submit them to the Lordship of Jesus Christ. We say strife is replaced with patience and self-control. We do not stir up strife with our actions, and we choose to create a home that is strife-free and contention- free. We prophesy that in our family and home the power of strife is broken!

Declaration SCRIPTURE Revive us so we can call on your name once more. Turn us again to yourself, O Lord God of Heaven’s Armies. Make your face shine down upon us. Only then will we be saved. Psalm 80:18-19 We declare that your nation shall experience revival! We speak that there shall be an awakening that shall blanket your land. We call upon the Lord of Heaven’s Armies to turn the hearts of men away from evil and toward righteousness. We speak that there shall be a move of God that shall permeate society, your cities, and your governments. We declare the powers of evil are bound from their wicked agenda to promote moral decay, violence, and sin. We decree there shall be a return to the house of God, and families shall once again call upon the Name of the Lord. We say there shall be a revival of the Holy Spirit’s power that shall bring deliverance, healing, and salvation! We decree that your nation is a nation of revival, and we declare that your nation shall be saved! Amen!

My name is Olivia Shilunga from Namibia. I'm firstly a child of God, a servant of God in His Vineyard, an author and Human Resources Director. I was molested as child by my step brother and I have lived in silence, shame, pain, rejection and broken most of my life. In 2020, the Holy Spirit instructed me to write this book after I refused to write it a few years back. It was during the writing that came face to face with what happened. This is were I truly discovered the love of God, the grace to forgive and be forgiven, the healing power of God's Word and my true identity in Christ Jesus. What is abuse? There are many forms of abuse and one of them is sexual abuse. As a child, when you are sexually abused, it steals your innocence away and at the same time it derails your destiny. The perpetrator threatens you with silence and worse of it all he/she continues with the abuse for years. They make you feel guilty, dirty and deserving of the abuse. You as the victim become fearful, withdrawn or sometimes acting up, have low self-esteem, or even angry. I was sexually abused as a child by a relative and for years I carried the burden, the pain, the guilt and every confused emotion you can ever think of. I had no one to share my ordeal with, and by the way, who will believe me? I suffered silently; I started to drink alcohol at a very young age to escape the pain and humiliation – yes, my mom used to sell them. I carried the guilt for many years, and it affected my relationship with men. Sexual abuse takes a whole lot of you; it is only Jesus who can heal you and set you free. The cycle of sexual abuse can only be broken when we speak up. Talk to an elderly person or a teacher if you are a child or teenager and if a young adult, talk to your pastor or a counselor. Let us break the silence of abuse, we can do it!! I am speaking out, that is my freedom. I am breaking out of the cycle of abuse and nothing anyone can say can make me feel otherwise. The words of people will never form who I am in Christ Jesus, no matter how hard they try, and oh boy, they are trying. Everywhere I find myself, people have tried to make me feel less than I am, but I know who I am and who’s I am, I know what the Lord says I am, and I believe it without a doubt. Challenges will come but Jesus has made us overcomers, only if you believe and live it. Allow the Lord to heal you from all forms of abuse, and allow him to embrace you, love you, and care for you. It is worth it, my friend. As a parent, learn to look at signs of changes in your children. Many a time when a child who was lively and outgoing becomes shy and withdrawn, don’t take it as mood changes or acting up. Many times, a child who is sexually abused becomes withdrawn, shy, quiet and sometimes teary or fits of anger. As a mom, tell your little ones never allow anyone to touch them and especially on their arms, legs, between their legs or chest, and that go the same for a boy child. Take note that not only girls are sexually assaulted but also boys. I mentioned in the beginning of this book that perpetrators are not always strangers but people you know well, acquaintances, neighbors or relatives. Be on the lookout for signs of abuse and be sensitive and curious about your child or children. As a mother, when you get involved in your child’s life, you will be able to see changes. We get so busy with work, and other activities, and we fail to earnestly get involved in our children’s lives. My mom was just a regular mom, always busy being a mom, taking care of her family but she never neither knew nor was sensitive to realize that someone in the house was molesting me. I don’t blame my mom for the things that happened to me, all I wish is that this should have never happened to me. The Bible says, “The thief (devil) comes only to steal and kill and destroy; I (Jesus) have come that they may have life, and have it to the full (abundant)”. John 10:10 You see how good God is and how evil the devil is, who will you believe? John 3:16 clearly shows us, “For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son. That whoever believes in him shall not perish (die) but have eternal life”. No matter what happened to you, your life has to continue, and you don’t have to do it alone but live your life in Christ Jesus. This world is a messy place, but it does not have to be that way for you. There will be wicked people in this world, but you don’t have to be the victim of their wickedness any longer. I am encouraging you to look up to Jesus, go to him in prayer and believe what his Word (Bible) is saying and live it. Matthew 11:28 says “Come unto me all you who are weary and burdened; and I will give you rest”. Jesus is our only rest, our Prince of Peace, our Healer, our Comforter and our Savior. He suffered and took up our pain upon himself in order for us to enjoy peace. It is time to step out and to speak out!!! To get your ebook go to: http://booklovers-namibia.com There is a readers preview for everyone who are ready to purchase my book. Every book purchased will help me go out to minister to many. In our country many are suffering due to molestation and the act happens everyday but no one wants to stand up and speak. God called me to be a mouth piece for many here and beyond. His grace is sufficient for me. God bless you Pauline, for giving me a platform to reach many. In His Vineyard Olivia

Are you believing God for an answer to prayer? Whether you're standing in faith for healing, direction, restoration, provision, breakthrough, or a loved one, God's Word reminds us that He hears the prayers of His people and responds to those who seek Him. He says, seek me with all your heart. When you seek Him, He will meet you at the point of your need. Shalom!

When we're facing challenges, it's easy to become consumed by what we see, what we feel, or what hasn't happened yet. But God's Word reminds us that what we continually think about and speak over our lives can either strengthen our faith or pull us away from the very promises we're believing for. That's why Scripture encourages us to set our minds on things above and align our hearts with what God is saying rather than what circumstances are saying. Many believers aren't lacking faith, they've simply become overwhelmed by the problem instead of anchored to the promise. If you're believing for healing, restoration, provision, direction, answered prayer, or breakthrough in any area of your life, this message is for you. It’s time to guard your thoughts, align your words with faith, and position yourself for the "NEW thing" God is doing in this season. Shalom!

We all have questions. Some are simple, and others seem to linger in our hearts for weeks, months, or even years. When answers don't come as quickly as we'd like, it's easy to become frustrated or overwhelmed. But God never intended for His children to live in confusion. Sometimes the Lord provides a clear answer. Other times, He gives us something just as valuable—His peace. He knows what we need, when we need it, and He is faithful to guide us step by step. If you're facing unanswered questions today, don't lose heart. Trust that God is working on your behalf, even in the places you cannot yet see. Ask Him for wisdom, clarity, and understanding, and believe that He will faithfully direct your path. The same God who knows the end from the beginning is leading you today. Rest in His peace and expect Heaven's insight to come at the right time. Shalom!

Have you ever started something with excitement, only to see it stall or never fully come together? It’s frustrating, especially when you’ve invested time, energy, and heart into it. But that is not meant to be your story. Sometimes we grow through the process. Other times, the enemy tries to bring interruptions and derail what God has placed in motion. But God’s promise is clear—when we serve Him wholeheartedly, He brings success to our efforts. Today is a day to let go of any sense of failure. The Holy Spirit is restoring confidence and releasing a new sense of accomplishment over you and your family. What felt delayed or disrupted can still come to fruition through His power. God is not finished with what He started in you. Keep on keeping on. Shalom!

This is a season to lift your eyes, strengthen your faith, and stay expectant for all God has planned for your life! His promises bring hope, His presence brings peace, and His Word gives us confidence for every new day ahead. Shalom!

God never intended for us to stay in the same place spiritually. He is always calling us forward… into maturity, stability, and strength. Spiritual growth is not automatic. It’s something we pursue daily. And one of the most powerful ways we grow is by what we speak over our lives. A mature believer is not easily shaken. They can face challenges, remain steady, and choose their words with wisdom. They stay teachable and committed to walking in God’s ways. Today, make the decision to grow. Declare that you are maturing in your faith, that your words are aligned with God, and that your life reflects His truth. God is developing something strong and steady in you. Shalom!

David once prayed, “My heart has heard you say, ‘Come and talk with me.’ And my heart responds, ‘Lord I am coming’” (Psalm 27:8 NLT). - We lift our leaders and those in authority over our countries. Bless them. Protect them and give them the mind of Christ. Godly wisdom to uphold our constitution and our Christian heritage. - Father, we will do all we can to make sure your voice is heard through elections. - We will be involved in our communities and people’s lives outside of the church walls. We will touch lives for you. We will be your voice and hands and feet in our communities showing people your love and ways. - We ask for your forgiveness for believing deceptions and lies that we should only go to church. We pray others understand that government and politics is not dirty and something we should stay out of. When we do stay out of these areas, that’s how they become dirty. Let us help convey to others that politics and government is about morals. If we are not involved, anti-Christ spirits will occupy positions of power that we should be involved in. - We thank you for supernatural intervention, in addition to all we are doing and know how to do against the spirit of the Antichrist in all different arenas in our nations and across the world. - Draw us all closer to you and your way of doing things. We thank you for revivals, awakenings, reformations, and a return to you across our countries and the world. - We thank you for healings, signs, wonders, visitations, and encounters that will lead others to a deeper relationship with you, or even an initial knowing and accepting you as their Lord and Savior We pray all these things and make these declarations in Jesus Precious name. Amen.

No matter what this week has brought your way, God is still faithful and still moving on your behalf. This is your reminder to stay anchored in His promises, lift your eyes in faith, and trust that He is working behind the scenes in ways you may not yet see. Take a few moments today to step away from the noise and lean into His presence. As you do, let your heart be encouraged, your faith renewed, and your spirit strengthened. Shalom!

Sometimes it can feel literally overwhelming the amount of things that we need to pray for. The dramatic, chaotic, and crazy things that seem to permeate our lives. God wants us to know, that he hand-picked you to pray during this time. Even when it seems over-whelming, He knew you could handle it and he could count on you. Joshua 1:9 NIV, “Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged, for the Lord your God will be with you wherever you go.” TAKE YOUR STAND AND PRAY AND DO NOT GROW WEARY TO DO GOOD!

Prayer is therefore not an option for mankind but a necessity. If we don't pray, heaven cannot interfere in earth's affairs. It is imperative that we take responsibility for the earth and determine what happens here by our prayer lives. Shalom!

Have you ever stopped to think about what it really felt like for David to step onto that battlefield and face Goliath? Most would have stayed on the sidelines… overwhelmed, intimidated, and discouraged. And even David—human just like us—faced moments where discouragement tried to creep in. Yet every time, he made a choice: he turned his eyes back to God. Even after deep loss and exhaustion, when he “wept until he had no more strength,” something powerful rose back up within him, a conquering spirit. Today, if you’re facing your own “giant” or battling discouraging thoughts, this is your reminder: ✨ Get your eyes back on the Lord ✨ Stir up that conquering spirit within you ✨ Expect to overcome Discouragement doesn’t get the final word, you do! Shalom!

DECLARATION 2 Timothy 1:7 KJV "For God hath not given us the spirit of fear; but of power, and of love, and of a sound mind." Today we decree that your mind is sound, clear, and alert. We say that you will not be overcome by any diseases of the mind. In the name of Jesus, we break the power of Alzheimer’s disease, dementia, memory loss, brain fog, confusion, forgetfulness, brain damage, and mental disorientation. We declare that no evil spirit of the devil can destroy your mind. Any hormonal changes, growths, interferences, or blockages are cleared up by the power of God. We say that you shall always have a sound mind that is focused, bright, attentive, and sharp. You can quickly recollect facts, events, and remember information. You can quickly recall Scripture and all that the Holy Spirit reveals. We speak healing to any injury of the mind, and we speak health to all aspects pertaining to your mental capacity and cognizance. We say that your mind and memory are sound in Jesus’ name! May the peace of God fill your hearts and minds, now and always.

There is power in speaking God’s Word, and as you align your voice with His promises, things begin to shift. No matter what you may be facing, this is your time to declare restoration, wholeness, and breakthrough.

DECLARATION Ezekiel 16:6 NKJV "And when I passed by you and saw you struggling in your own blood, I said to you in your blood, “Live!” Yes, I said to you in your blood, “Live!” We decree life to your blood! We say that the blood in your body is filled with health and life. We reject all diseases of the blood and command all impurities and imbalances to stabilize. We bind blood cancers, clots, bleeding disorders, thickening, infections, toxicity, anemias, and all deficiencies and command each to be corrected in Jesus’ name! We say every disorder in the blood normalizes now and all test counts come into a normal range. We say to your blood, “LIVE!” We call upon the Lord Himself to pass by you and breathe life and vitality into your bloodstream. Blood, be filled with breath. We decree the blood of Jesus over your blood and that it takes on the divine life of the Lord. We say that all polluted and toxic blood is filtered out of you and new healthy blood is received within you in the name of Jesus! Shalom!

DECLARATION Mark 16:17-18 KJV And these signs shall follow them that believe; in my name shall they cast out devils; they shall speak with new tongues; they shall take up serpents; and if they drink any deadly thing, it shall not hurt them; they shall lay hands on the sick, and they shall recover. We decree that the power of Jesus’ name will hover over your life and in that of your loved ones. We say His name shall be honored, spoken, and reverenced. As for you and your house, you shall serve the Lord where the name of Jesus shall be glorified. We declare the name of Jesus over all sickness, disease, destruction, tragedy, and calamity. The name of Jesus dispels all evil trying to come against you. The spoken name of Jesus is casting out every evil spirit and causing miracles of healing to arise. The name of Jesus is above all other names, and it rules over every diagnosis, condition, ailment, and pain. We speak the name above all names. In the name of Jesus, you are completely healed and set free! Shalom!

Be Still and Know that I AM God Psalm 46:10 “Be still and know that I AM God. I will be exalted among the nation. I will be exalted in the earth.” Exodus 3:14 “And God said unto Moses. I AM THAT I AM and he said, Thus shall thou say unto the children of Israel, I AM hath sent me unto you.” There are so many insane things going on in the world now. It seems like rapid fire lunacy. Psalm 46:10 reminds us that we MUST stay quiet before the Lord. We MUST make time daily with the one who has all the answers and can quiet our spirits and direct our lives into all good things. He alone can guide us and give us help and insight into how to navigate the world we currently live in. The really amazing thing to ponder is He didn’t put you in this world at this time by accident. He does have a divine purpose for your life right now. Be still and hear from the CREATOR of the universe, the one who created you and knows all of eternity and creation. No matter what is going on, God is greater. It is also comforting to know that he said he will be exalted in the earth. In Exodus 3:14, God is basically stating He is here and He has all authority. Let us remind ourselves that when we ask Jesus into our hearts, we too carry His authority wherever we go, we bring Him. Let us exercise our authority in Christ by: 1. Repent often. Our fervent prayers (the prayers of a righteous man and/or woman are powerful and effective, James 5:16 2. Forgive often. 3. Pray much in tongues. 4. Act. Make sure all your actions support biblical values. 5. Show up. Shouldn’t Christians be the most active in their communities? Shouldn’t they be the light? Shouldn’t they be in leadership in every arena and help decision-making in all aspects of their communities make Godly rules, laws, compensations? Why have we allowed evil to permeate our surroundings? It’s time to get MORE involved in others’ lives and your communities than ever. (This means showing up for your children’s events.) Jesus did not spend all of his time in the synagogue in service to the rabbi’s and the building. He wasn’t preoccupied by entertainment or self-care. He was out in the streets making disciples and reaching the lives of the people. Ask God where you are needed most. He will show you. He will show you what you can do for Him. 6. ALWAYS MAKE TIME TO BE STILL AND HEAR FROM HIM. DAILY. Proverbs 3:6, In all your ways acknowledge Him and He will direct your paths. SHALOM!

As the powerful Passover and Resurrection season approaches, it calls us to consider the character of God who delivered His people from the bonds of Egypt. What we see throughout the story is the Lord who countered the plans of the enemy and blocked their efforts on every side. He is The LORD OF THE COUNTER! So shall they fear the name of the Lord from the west, and his glory from the rising of the sun. When the enemy shall come in like a flood, the Spirit of the Lord shall lift up a standard against him. (Isaiah 59:19) This is exactly what we saw happen when God delivered Israel from Egypt on the night of the first Passover. Everything that Pharaoh tried was countered by God. None of the plans of the Egyptians succeeded because each time God put up a standard and blocked them! This Passover, we feel the Spirit of God is telling us that this is a time for faith—that The LORD OF THE COUNTER is raising His divine standard against what seems to be a demonic flood of evil. Let’s take a moment to consider how we can align ourselves with The LORD OF THE COUNTER as He counters the enemy’s efforts to hold us captive, as the enemy tried with God’s people during the first Passover. First, adjust your perspective. When it seems the enemy comes in like a flood, we need to get God’s view on the situation. We can look at our circumstances and take on an attitude of dismay, or we can envision God’s plan and His intervention working on our behalf. So don’t let your focus be on whatever may be happening, but instead, look up and get Heaven’s perspective! Second, never forget the God Factor! The God Factor is His divine intervention that supernaturally counters the enemy, as God did with Pharaoh’s magicians. They didn’t account for the God Factor that overthrew their plans. “This is the finger of God!” (Exodus 8:19). Third, consider God’s redemptive plan. We consider God’s redemptive plan by remembering what God has promised in His Word and what Jesus paid for on our behalf. God’s redemptive plan is His promise to do what He said! We must be people of faith who trust that God is avenging us and will do what He has promised! We believe we are in a key prophetic window right now and that it’s important for us to align ourselves with The LORD OF THE COUNTER, who is interrupting the flood of evil in our nations and in our lives. He is raising up a standard against the darkness!

We declare that you will win the war against sickness and disease! We plead the blood of Jesus over every organ, system, cell, your blood, bones and muscles. We declare the healing oil of the Lord washes over you to renew your mind, body, soul, and spirit. We rebuke every attack from the enemy that is trying to place sickness and disease on you or your family. We say a new strength to march into battle and wage war against the devil with fresh faith comes upon you. We say the victory is yours and that you will triumphantly win the war on sickness! You are not going to lose, you are going to win the war on sickness! Shalom!

This is a time where you must know your Bible. In the middle of a real spiritual battle Jesus didn't say "it is written" because He didn't know the Word. He used the Word to sustain Him and overcome! When you know the Word, you won't be easily shaken. You'll know truth when deception comes. It is time to know the WORD for yourself! Shalom!

Don't ever lose hope! No matter what it looks like right now, your covenant is built on victory...not defeat! You are not disqualified. You are not stuck. You can still succeed and be blessed! Hold on to what God has promised you. He hasn't changed His mind about you. You covenant is VICTORY!