God gave me this song in my dream and such an honour to release it. Hallelujah He Reigns by Bredjo

I didn’t create Testimony Through Tears because I had answers. I created it because I’m a mom who lost her daughter, Samantha, and I needed a place where grief and faith could sit together. This podcast is for Christian moms walking through suicide loss— honest conversations, scripture, prayer, and hope that meets you right where you are. #TestimonyThroughTears #GrievingMom #SuicideLoss #ChristianMoms #FaithInGrief

My first podcast episode: When the shock of losing a child begins to fade, the questions often grow louder. In this episode of Testimony Through Tears, Janet speaks to all mothers who are grieving the loss of a son or daughter—whether the loss was recent or long ago, sudden or expected. Together, we explore what it means to bring our questions to God without fear or shame. Anchored in Proverbs 3:5–6, this episode offers reassurance that faith does not require understanding, and that God is not offended by the questions we still carry. This episode is a quiet place to land for the mom who believes in God, but doesn’t know how to make sense of the pain yet. https://open.spotify.com/episode/4qC0uQCdxayLGtLoIA33Xb?si=cdhN5Y07SL-Vol3mZfYe2Q

After loss, trusting God can feel impossible—especially when this isn’t the life you would have chosen. In this episode, we reflect on Isaiah 55:8–9 and talk honestly about trusting God when His ways don’t make sense. A gentle reminder that you don’t have to understand to stay connected, and a repeatable prayer for the days when trust feels hard. https://open.spotify.com/episode/1zqKhOS6eReBKdeuQVUUL6?si=XE1a4mDBS0yh2ervuZ0d3w #TestimonyThroughTears #GrievingMom #ChristianMoms #FaithInGrief #GodIsNear #HopeAfterLoss #JesusHeals #FaithOverFear #NotAlone

Trusting God doesn’t mean we understand what happened. It means we keep placing our broken hearts in His hands, one step at a time. When the road ahead feels unclear and grief has changed the map, He promises to walk with us — steadying our steps, even now. You don’t have to see the whole path. Just take today’s step. 🤍 Testimony Through Tears #TestimonyThroughTears #TrustInTheLord #OneStepAtATime #ChristianGrief #GrievingMoms #FaithAfterLoss #GodIsLeading #StillWalking #HopeInGod

Grief does not mean your faith is weak. Questions do not mean God is distant. Testimony Through Tears is a place where sorrow and belief walk side by side— and where God’s presence is steady, even when life is not. https://open.spotify.com/show/2eYHnE7aFphXINJtzBpiBu #GodIsNear #FaithInLoss #GrievingMoms #HopeAfterLoss #TestimonyThroughTears

There are moments when grief feels too heavy to carry alone. That’s why I created The Voyage of Hope—a sacred space at sea for Christian moms who have lost a child to suicide. This isn’t about escaping grief. It’s about meeting God inside it… together. 🤍🌊 September 17–21, 2026 You don’t have to walk this part alone. https://testimonythroughtears.com/group-cruise/ #FaithThroughLoss #testimonythroughtears #grievingmoms #PeaceInTheStorm #christiangrief #Godiswithyou #suicideloss