I just wanted to make a declaration this morning, I am in a place in my life that is really low. As hard as it is for me, to press in, today I am declaring that I am done running away from God, I can’t do this without him. As much as I believe I don’t deserve him, and feel like he won’t love me, because of how horrible of a person I am, I’m going to try, and just see if it’s worth it. I just hope it’s not too late, I hope he will still accept me back, I don’t want to go to hell. Sorry for the rant, I’m just in a place of deep deep hurt.