Our hero makes a cup of Turkish coffee, gets his pack of cigarettes, and goes into his room, responding to some emails and messages, then goes to exercise in his home gym; the workout is the same with dumbbells, sometimes light barbell deadlifts, and simple moves with weights.
He posts the workout live on YouTube; he has a YouTube channel, even though he does not know why he cares, but it gives him something to do when there is no work; it was a Monday; that's when he goes to church for bible study and a family prayer meeting.

Being a Coptic Orthodox Christian is different; he loves the church, but he is always uneasy and confused and does not know where he stands about his faith; he believes in the creed.

He was born on 9/9/1986; now he is 39 years old, has a lot more wisdom and knowledge about life and work, and he tries to follow Christ, but he always feels like he is not doing enough; being with mental illness determines what he can and cannot do, although he may pass as totally normal.

It goes into his head: what is normal, who defines it, or how being normal can be defined; he is like 60% analytical, and the rest is just total and utterly unrealistic “he is out of his mind in the remaining 40%.”

He comes back from church, takes his medication, and goes to sleep. He dreams of his father; they are having a conversation. Before he gets up, he tells his father I will talk to you when I get up, that is weird.
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His father passed away like 10 years ago, and before that he had progressive supranuclear palsy and became paralyzed for the last 10 years of his life.

This is the way with dreams, unrealistic and never complete, but sometimes his thinking is more unrealistic than his dreams.
But if you ask him what his dreams are, he will not be able to answer; this is a question that he never had an answer to.

Others dream of fame and fortune, but he thinks being unknown is amazing. Money for what? All lives start the same and end the same; money can buy luxuries that are unessential, and the most expensive foods, which go down the same.


The world is fascinated with Alion Musk, President Trump and Mohamed Slah, without noticing the sacrifices they had to make, to live for their work and it only, they may look happy, they do what they love so they are happy, so do the work that makes you happy, but life and work is not that simple, young adults get married and within after 9 months their first born, they are not ready, but it is dictated by the community they live in, and it is a disaster not to have kids after 2 years of marriage, that is if the relationship happens in the context of marriage.

This is thought that passed through his head, he realizes that he does not conform with his community and church, he grew up in a mix of ideas and beliefs, adding to that the tragedies that happened in his life, these morphed the person he is now, he believes in Christ, he loves others as he loves himself, but he knows that not one denomination has a monopoly on Christianity and that only God knows the hearts of his creation.

But when he enters his church, he feels that God is truly present with him. When he listens to Christian songs that praise and glorify God, his spirit rejoices, and he feels a deep sense of peace and closeness to Him. He is also inspired by the way Catholics serve their communities, helping those in need and putting their faith into action through love, compassion, and service.

But all these thoughts just hit a wall when he tries to articulate them to someone, specially to Orthodox and Catholics, he sees great understanding in Evangelicals.

He realizes that those thoughts pop up because he has not gotten a project in a long time, but that is freelancing for you, he was unable to hold a steady paying job for more than 5 days, most of those was call center jobs, others were busboy jobs, he did not understand life as he does now.

He works from home, but like all freelance jobs there is no steady salary, that is a problem for when and if the miracle happens and he finds a wife, it is not only the age and work it is also the medication he must take.

May be deep down he think he does not deserve love; he cannot imagine his life with a wife and kids, how can he have children to face this life in this world, how can he repeat the cycle, and of course his feelings of impending doom and end, he is fascinated with Bible prophesy and the coming of the Lord Jesus Christ.

Today he has a confession, he goes in and tries his best, he confesses his hesitation in the Orthodox faith, and that he cannot fast and be ready for communion, with his condition and all.

He is sure of one thing that gods answer his prayers all of them, something happens and he remembers he prayed for that a long time ago, some answers are in the way.

The medication timing can make or break the patient’s life, taking a sedating medication in the morning is very counterproductive, and if psychiatrists have their way all patients will be walking zombies, he sees this happens.

Talking about the hospital, anyone how goes there may see it as a horrible place, he sees it as therapeutic, when you see people who can’t walk or unable to take care of their basic needs you really thank God for everything you can do and have.

He sometimes thinks of his father and the cross he caried, to be totally paralyzed for 9 years, unable to speak, unable to move, unable to eat sold food, his father was a good man, he has his downfalls, but he had a good heart.

Our hero remembers his first day in university, he was young and outright weird, with his father in this condition, he was unable to adapt, this is when his illness started, he tried his best to study but after his father passed away, he left this university in his third year.

At the beginning of his healing journey his psychologist and mother were trying to push him to have a social life, like going to church meetings and university and other social events, she is a virtuous woman but narrowminded.

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JEHOVAH TSIDKENU—The Lord Our Righteousness.

There are days when the weight of our mistakes tries to convince us that we could never be worthy of God’s love. But the cross tells a different story.

We are not made right with God because we have lived perfectly, worked hard enough, or earned His approval. We are made right because Jesus took our sin upon Himself and clothed us in His righteousness.

“This is the name by which He will be called: The Lord Our Righteousness.” — Jeremiah 23:6

At the cross, our guilt met His grace. Our shame met His mercy. Our brokenness met His perfect love. We no longer have to hide from the Father—we can come boldly before Him, covered by what Christ has done.

Today, stop trying to prove that you are worthy. Lay every failure at the feet of Jesus and receive the gift only He can give.

Not my righteousness, but His.
Not my perfection, but His grace.
Not my strength, but His finished work.

We are His. We are forgiven. We are made right.

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Did you know?
No parent is supposed to bury their child.
Mary stood at that cross for hours. Not for a moment, not glancing away for hours, watching her son suffocate slowly in public execution, surrounded by people who came to watch. The Gospels don't soften it, and they don't explain her pain. They just say she was there.
She'd been warned. Thirty years earlier, when Jesus was still a newborn in her arms, a man named Simeon looked at her and said a sword would pierce her own soul. Not metaphorically. She carried that sentence for three decades, never knowing when it would land, until this exact afternoon.
Even dying, Jesus used his last breaths to make sure she wouldn't be left alone.
Then the part no parent recovers from. The body taken down. Wrapped. Carried. Sealed behind a stone, in a tomb that wasn't even his borrowed, because there wasn't time to build one of his own.
A mother, walking away from a sealed grave, leaving her child behind in the ground.
There is no version of that walk that doesn't break something in a person.

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If the righteous dead do not go directly to heaven, then how was it that Moses and Elijah appeared with Christ on the Mount of Transfiguration?
August 21, 2026
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It’s interesting that the very last thing the Old Testament says is, “Remember the Law of Moses, My servant,” and, “Behold, I will send you Elijah the prophet” (Malachi 4:4, 5). Then in Matthew 17:3, we find these two Bible heroes appearing with Jesus and three of His disciples on a mountaintop. This is an important story!

First, the Bible teaches that Elijah never died and was taken in a fiery chariot to heaven (2 Kings 2:11). There are a few instances in the Bible when God takes people directly to Himself (see Genesis 5:24). But that is obviously not the case for the majority of Earth’s inhabitants. The Scriptures teach that even David did not ascend to heaven at death but is in the grave (Acts 2:34).

So, if Moses died, as is stated in Deuteronomy 34:5, then how could he appear on the Mount of Transfiguration with Elijah and Jesus? There is a reference in Jude 9 that gives us a window into what happened to Moses after his death. “Michael the archangel, in contending with the devil, when he disputed about the body of Moses, dared not bring against him a reviling accusation, but said, ‘The Lord rebuke you!’ ” (Jude 9).

Michael, which is one of the names for Christ (see Daniel 10:31; 1 Thessalonians 4:16; and Revelation 12:7), was a ruler over the angels and resurrected Moses. (See page 109.) Even Jewish tradition states that three days after Moses died, the Lord came and raised him up.

There is another example of a “special” resurrection; it occurred after Jesus died on the cross. “And the graves were opened; and many bodies of the saints who had fallen asleep were raised; and coming out of the graves after His resurrection, they went into the holy city and appeared to many” (Matthew 27:52, 53). This was an unusual occurrence, obviously. Most of us will be raised when the Lord comes the second time.

Key Bible Texts
And there appeared unto them Elias with Moses: and they were talking with Jesus. (Mark 9:4 KJV)

Give God Control (Proverbs 3:5–6)

One of the hardest things to do is let go.

We want to control our future.

Our plans.

Our relationships.

Our careers.

Our finances.

Our reputation.

Even the things we pray about.

We often tell God what we want and then quietly expect Him to follow our plan.

But trusting God means something deeper.

It means being willing to say:

“Lord, I trust You—even when Your plan is different from mine.”

The Bible says:

“Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways submit to Him, and He will make your paths straight.”

Notice the instruction:

Trust.

Not partially.

Not only when everything makes sense.

With all your heart.

Sometimes we struggle to trust God because we want to know exactly what will happen next.

But faith doesn't require knowing the entire future.

Faith means trusting the One who already knows it.

Think about Peter when Jesus called him to step out of the boat.

The water was still there.

The storm was still around him.

But Peter had to decide whether he would trust Jesus enough to take the step.

Sometimes God is asking you to take a step before you have all the answers.

Maybe you need to start something.

Maybe you need to stop something.

Maybe you need to forgive.

Maybe you need to wait.

Maybe you need to surrender a dream.

Maybe you need to give God control of a relationship, career decision, or future you have been trying desperately to manage yourself.

Surrender doesn't mean giving up on life.

It means giving up the illusion that you have to control everything.

There are things you can control:

Your choices.

Your attitude.

Your obedience.

Your words.

Your effort.

Your response.

But there are also things you cannot control:

Other people's decisions.

Tomorrow.

The economy.

Every outcome.

Every opportunity.

Every circumstance.

Trying to control what belongs outside your control will eventually leave you exhausted.

So give those things to God.

Pray about them.

Do your part faithfully.

Then trust Him with the results.

And remember:

Surrender is not weakness.

It is an expression of faith.

Jesus demonstrated the ultimate example of surrender in the garden of Gethsemane.

Facing the cross, He prayed to the Father and submitted to God's will.

That obedience brought salvation to humanity.

The cross reminds us that God's plan can accomplish something far greater than what we can see in the moment.

Maybe you don't understand your current season.

Maybe you're asking:

“Why is this happening?”

Instead of only asking God to change the situation, try asking:

“Lord, what are You teaching me through this?”

Sometimes God changes the circumstances.

Sometimes He changes us.

And sometimes He does both.

Whatever you're facing today, don't carry it as though everything depends on you.

Give God your fears.

Give Him your plans.

Give Him your mistakes.

Give Him your future.

Give Him your unanswered questions.

And then trust Him one day at a time.

You may not know what tomorrow holds.

But you know who holds tomorrow.

Release what you cannot control and trust the God who can.

Today, take a quiet moment and pray:

“Lord, I surrender my plans, my fears, and my future to You. Help me trust Your wisdom more than my own understanding. Lead me where You want me to go, and give me the courage to follow. Amen.”

What is one thing you've been trying to control that you need to place completely in God's hands?

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