Hello, my name is Ruth.
Yes — like in the Bible.
This is my long testimony of Jesus Christ, who has shown me so much in just months.
I was born and raised Catholic in the Philippines. My family knew the Bible, but I was never truly taught about having a personal relationship with God. As a child, I often went to church with my grandmother, and even at a young age I naturally knew about heaven and purity — but as I grew older, the world influenced me.
I became curious about LGBTQ identity at age 13, and no one explained God’s design to me. I lived like the world — unaware, lost, and spiritually open without protection. I did not know Scripture deeply, and I did not understand spiritual warfare. I entered the LGBTQ lifestyle from ages 19–22, not realizing the spiritual openings and identity confusion it brought.
What followed were seven years of spiritual torment — oppression, confusion, anxiety, depression, sexual immorality, intrusive thoughts, fear, lies, and emotional pain. I carried childhood wounds, lack of fatherly love, and attacks on my innocence that opened spiritual doors I never understood. Demons targeted me early because of purity and destiny. I lived in anger, jealousy, unforgiveness, darkness, and deep fear — especially the fear of losing my mother.
For 3–4 months, I cried constantly, mentally collapsing under fear and lies attacking my mind. I felt spiritually empty, hopeless, and tormented inside.
Then one day, through a simple encouragement to pray, I broke.
For four days I wept and cried out to Jesus from the deepest place of my heart and soul.
I begged Him:
> “Take this pain away. I want to change. I don’t want this life anymore.”
And He came.
Not visibly, but spiritually — I felt Jesus cup my face. I felt breath enter me. My heavy heart became light. My stone heart became flesh. He forgave me. He restored me. He redeemed me. He removed the darkness and gave me a new life.
I was born again on October 18, 2024.
A new creation in Christ.
Since then, I speak with God daily — Father and Son — and I walk with the Holy Spirit. I have received spiritual gifts, discernment, visions for guidance, and comfort from angels assigned to me. I have experienced demonic attacks trying to pull me back — but through Jesus, I stand and fight spiritually, clothed in His strength, not mine.
I also experienced physical healing.
For years I had shoulder pain — and one night while watching other believers minister healing, I asked Jesus if I could command healing in His name. He said yes. I laid my hand on my shoulder and commanded healing in the name of Jesus Christ. I felt a cool sensation, and instantly — the pain left. I moved freely for the first time in years.
Through this, the Lord showed me He is calling me to healing ministry, not deliverance ministry — to restore others physically and emotionally in His name, by His Spirit.
I am now 23 years old, redeemed, born again, and serving Christ. I preach on TikTok as He instructed me — to share His wisdom, salvation, and truth, especially to my country.
I no longer walk with the world.
I walk with Jesus — my Savior, King, and Shepherd.
And to anyone in the LGBTQ community: God loves you.
Your identity is not lost — it is found in Christ.
Do not fear returning to Him.
He will cleanse, restore, and reveal who you truly are in His love and truth.
Jesus is freedom.
Jesus is peace.
Jesus is life.
I am His, and He saved me — and He can save you too.
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Written by Ruth — Testimony © by author God’s glory only — do not copy or republish
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Have a God blessed day/evening.
#JesusisKing
#Testimony
#BornAgain
#NewCreation
Yes — like in the Bible.
This is my long testimony of Jesus Christ, who has shown me so much in just months.
I was born and raised Catholic in the Philippines. My family knew the Bible, but I was never truly taught about having a personal relationship with God. As a child, I often went to church with my grandmother, and even at a young age I naturally knew about heaven and purity — but as I grew older, the world influenced me.
I became curious about LGBTQ identity at age 13, and no one explained God’s design to me. I lived like the world — unaware, lost, and spiritually open without protection. I did not know Scripture deeply, and I did not understand spiritual warfare. I entered the LGBTQ lifestyle from ages 19–22, not realizing the spiritual openings and identity confusion it brought.
What followed were seven years of spiritual torment — oppression, confusion, anxiety, depression, sexual immorality, intrusive thoughts, fear, lies, and emotional pain. I carried childhood wounds, lack of fatherly love, and attacks on my innocence that opened spiritual doors I never understood. Demons targeted me early because of purity and destiny. I lived in anger, jealousy, unforgiveness, darkness, and deep fear — especially the fear of losing my mother.
For 3–4 months, I cried constantly, mentally collapsing under fear and lies attacking my mind. I felt spiritually empty, hopeless, and tormented inside.
Then one day, through a simple encouragement to pray, I broke.
For four days I wept and cried out to Jesus from the deepest place of my heart and soul.
I begged Him:
> “Take this pain away. I want to change. I don’t want this life anymore.”
And He came.
Not visibly, but spiritually — I felt Jesus cup my face. I felt breath enter me. My heavy heart became light. My stone heart became flesh. He forgave me. He restored me. He redeemed me. He removed the darkness and gave me a new life.
I was born again on October 18, 2024.
A new creation in Christ.
Since then, I speak with God daily — Father and Son — and I walk with the Holy Spirit. I have received spiritual gifts, discernment, visions for guidance, and comfort from angels assigned to me. I have experienced demonic attacks trying to pull me back — but through Jesus, I stand and fight spiritually, clothed in His strength, not mine.
I also experienced physical healing.
For years I had shoulder pain — and one night while watching other believers minister healing, I asked Jesus if I could command healing in His name. He said yes. I laid my hand on my shoulder and commanded healing in the name of Jesus Christ. I felt a cool sensation, and instantly — the pain left. I moved freely for the first time in years.
Through this, the Lord showed me He is calling me to healing ministry, not deliverance ministry — to restore others physically and emotionally in His name, by His Spirit.
I am now 23 years old, redeemed, born again, and serving Christ. I preach on TikTok as He instructed me — to share His wisdom, salvation, and truth, especially to my country.
I no longer walk with the world.
I walk with Jesus — my Savior, King, and Shepherd.
And to anyone in the LGBTQ community: God loves you.
Your identity is not lost — it is found in Christ.
Do not fear returning to Him.
He will cleanse, restore, and reveal who you truly are in His love and truth.
Jesus is freedom.
Jesus is peace.
Jesus is life.
I am His, and He saved me — and He can save you too.
———
Written by Ruth — Testimony © by author God’s glory only — do not copy or republish
———
Have a God blessed day/evening.
#JesusisKing
#Testimony
#BornAgain
#NewCreation
Hello, my name is Ruth.
Yes — like in the Bible.
This is my long testimony of Jesus Christ, who has shown me so much in just months.
I was born and raised Catholic in the Philippines. My family knew the Bible, but I was never truly taught about having a personal relationship with God. As a child, I often went to church with my grandmother, and even at a young age I naturally knew about heaven and purity — but as I grew older, the world influenced me.
I became curious about LGBTQ identity at age 13, and no one explained God’s design to me. I lived like the world — unaware, lost, and spiritually open without protection. I did not know Scripture deeply, and I did not understand spiritual warfare. I entered the LGBTQ lifestyle from ages 19–22, not realizing the spiritual openings and identity confusion it brought.
What followed were seven years of spiritual torment — oppression, confusion, anxiety, depression, sexual immorality, intrusive thoughts, fear, lies, and emotional pain. I carried childhood wounds, lack of fatherly love, and attacks on my innocence that opened spiritual doors I never understood. Demons targeted me early because of purity and destiny. I lived in anger, jealousy, unforgiveness, darkness, and deep fear — especially the fear of losing my mother.
For 3–4 months, I cried constantly, mentally collapsing under fear and lies attacking my mind. I felt spiritually empty, hopeless, and tormented inside.
Then one day, through a simple encouragement to pray, I broke.
For four days I wept and cried out to Jesus from the deepest place of my heart and soul.
I begged Him:
> “Take this pain away. I want to change. I don’t want this life anymore.”
And He came.
Not visibly, but spiritually — I felt Jesus cup my face. I felt breath enter me. My heavy heart became light. My stone heart became flesh. He forgave me. He restored me. He redeemed me. He removed the darkness and gave me a new life.
I was born again on October 18, 2024.
A new creation in Christ.
Since then, I speak with God daily — Father and Son — and I walk with the Holy Spirit. I have received spiritual gifts, discernment, visions for guidance, and comfort from angels assigned to me. I have experienced demonic attacks trying to pull me back — but through Jesus, I stand and fight spiritually, clothed in His strength, not mine.
I also experienced physical healing.
For years I had shoulder pain — and one night while watching other believers minister healing, I asked Jesus if I could command healing in His name. He said yes. I laid my hand on my shoulder and commanded healing in the name of Jesus Christ. I felt a cool sensation, and instantly — the pain left. I moved freely for the first time in years.
Through this, the Lord showed me He is calling me to healing ministry, not deliverance ministry — to restore others physically and emotionally in His name, by His Spirit.
I am now 23 years old, redeemed, born again, and serving Christ. I preach on TikTok as He instructed me — to share His wisdom, salvation, and truth, especially to my country.
I no longer walk with the world.
I walk with Jesus — my Savior, King, and Shepherd.
And to anyone in the LGBTQ community: God loves you.
Your identity is not lost — it is found in Christ.
Do not fear returning to Him.
He will cleanse, restore, and reveal who you truly are in His love and truth.
Jesus is freedom.
Jesus is peace.
Jesus is life.
I am His, and He saved me — and He can save you too.
———✝️
Written by Ruth — Testimony © by author God’s glory only — do not copy or republish
———
Have a God blessed day/evening. 💙
#JesusisKing
#Testimony
#BornAgain
#NewCreation
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