Good evening to everyone. Grace and Peace be with you. Catawampus. That is my word of the day. Catawampus. It is a beautifully weird word that can be used in a myriad of ways to describe the perfect blend of chaos and dumbness in any given situation. The definition actually is: going badly, awkwardly, or in the wrong direction. Most Mondays are, by definition, catawampus. As you read from last night’s post, mine was extremely catawampus. Today tried to slide sideways but quickly smoothed out. Another vibrant way to describe something going haywire is “off-kilter”. The actual definition of this word is: out of balance. So, if your catawampus is off-kilter … is that good or bad? The purpose of this paper today is to make you laugh with the playfulness of words. We make up words every day depending on how our brains and mouths communicate. Sometimes real words come out; sometimes weird syllables that formulate a weird concoction of letters into a word come out. Most of those situations result in gut-filled laughter and a sense of relief because of the guffaw. What if we approached our off-kilter moments in life in the same manner? Throwing off the stress of the catawampus event and finding the hilarity in the guffaw. If we look, most any stressful situation can find some humor or light, even if it is deemed ‘inappropriate’. Such as, a friend of mine had a falling-out with their dad. They got sick, and when asked if the dad had been notified, I was promptly told no. For whatever the reason, I simply stated that had they called the dad, my friend may have just died on the table, to prove the point that they did not want to speak to him. Dark humor, yes. Somewhat funny in the moment, yes. Appropriate, not really. However, the levity of looking at something bad in a light that can bring a smile … totally worth it. A business deal is heating up. Everyone involved is losing patience. Someone sneezes softly. Another person belts out, “No need to bring in biological warfare.” Inappropriate, yes. Funny, yes. Mowing the yard with my borrowed mower, I missed a stump. Yes, a stump. Did not know or see it there. When the mower locked up and stopped mowing, instantly I saw my retirement check fly out the window. This mower was in my care; I was not careful enough, and instant panic set in … when explaining to the owner, he laughed and said he would like small bills. (FYI the mower was fixable) There are going to be times in life when the situation or circumstance is not good. It is the habit that we have formed to always go dark and negative. That is fine if you only stay there for the moment, but immediately you should be searching for the bright side, the humor, the sarcastic satire. Something that shows you, in your heart, that God is in control and it will all work itself out. Catawampus and off-kilter moments are a part of life. Do not allow them to remain permanent residents in your lane; find that inappropriate giggle line, and give it back to God. You will find that it helps alleviate your stress level and replace it with His love. Be blessed. **Set your minds on things above, not on earthly things. – Colossians 3:2

Good morning to everyone. Grace and Peace be with you. Can you believe these temperatures? I have actually put on jeans because it is too cool for me. Haha. Did not see that coming. One of the neat things about social media is that you can have fun with your picture. There are these games that you can play that are “What are you like in animal form, good and bad?” “If you were a bird, which one would you be?” “What is your spirit flower?” The list goes on. Well, last night I played a couple, and the ‘glamour’ shots that they envisioned for me were hilariously beautiful and totally not happening at all at the same time. Haha. I love seeing what the AI algorithm thinks of my picture in these different scenarios. It is fun. But … anyone who knows me … the true me … knows that it is completely false - A mask. This mask is meant for humor and enjoyment. Unfortunately, there are other masks out there that are for hiding the dark that lives in our lives. We have this unique way of portraying ourselves in a positive light so that no one will know the true darkness that hides in the shadows of our steps. It is not until we light the life-giving candle of Jesus Christ in our lives that we can shed our masks. There are many umbrellas that we all walk under throughout our lives. The enemy is in many, if not all of them, to some degree … even the one held by Christ. Stick with me here. Through our lives, we are guided by circumstances. This is the catalyst for that. Because of that, I did this. He said this, so I replied that. And so on. Circumstances and scenarios drive our steps. In that, we put on masks to make ourselves look better than we truly are. I go to church; therefore, I must always be happy, and nothing is ever wrong in my life … Mask. If I show distress of any kind, then the person I am trying to lead to Christ will run away … Mask. The enemy is constantly whispering his logical explanations over each step we make. Common sense explanations that truly hold water for thought. Making it seem as though the mask is the very thing that we need to keep up appearances and do God’s will. He makes very compelling arguments. Meanwhile, the mask is creating a lie. By keeping our troubles in the dark, we set those up around us for failure. Our struggles, our honesty, our transparency … that is what allows for the Light to shine out the darkness. Our ability to allow others to see the deepest truths of our lives is what will show them how we are still standing … because of the Love of Christ and our faith in him. The enemy would have us believe that if Jane knows about what I did ten years ago, she will tell the pastor and the pastor will not allow me to volunteer anymore because I am a bad person. If Jane knows what I did, I will be the gossip point for the whole community, and my reputation will be ruined. If Jane finds out my secrets, she will walk away from me, and I will have no one. If Jane … (fyi…I do not know anyone named Jane…fictional name for this purpose) The enemy will convince me to bury our secrets to protect ourselves. Sometimes in that protection we end up building barriers which in turn end up as lies so that no one knows. Those lies compound and create even bigger issues. This is not a call to stand on the street corner and confess your every sin of life. This is not a call for you to invite disruptive people into your life. This is a call for you to remove the mask of darkness, allow the Light to be your reflection, and when those secrets surface … face them head-on. “Yes, that was me then. But not anymore.” Once you do that and stand on it, darkness will no longer have any power over you. Today, I encourage you to find the mask that you are hiding behind and remove it. Your face is beautiful in the light of His love. Be blessed. **The night is far gone; the day is at hand. So then let us cast off the works of darkness and put on the armor of light. – Romans 13:12

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Good morning to everyone. Grace and peace be with you. Yesterday I received a package that I wasn’t even sure I had truly ordered. I had meant to order it. I thought I had ordered it. I found my notes the other day of how to order it. However, it had taken so long that I was beginning to think this was another one of those times when I ‘thought’ I had done something but really hadn't. Needless to say, I was pleasantly surprised when I got home and found it sitting on my desk. Fyi…it is perfect. Can you remember how many times you have had this feeling? Or how many times it has actually been a fact and you had not done the task you were sure you had completed? I can’t. That list is so extensive. I am rather sure that there is not enough memory on my laptop to store all those situations from me. Not to mention, I can’t remember all of them either … haha. Truth of the matter is this: it happens. Sometimes, if you make a list … but my problem is I lose the list. Sometimes I post reminders in odd places … but my problem is I forgot why I needed to be reminded, OR my husband thinks I have lost my mind and pitches the note. My solution, for me, do the task as soon as humanly possible. Like right now, if I can. So at least the task is done. I have found that if I wait even a few minutes or get distracted, the task remains undone. Personally, I would rather be surprised that the task (the perfect order that arrived yesterday) shows its rewards that I had forgotten I had done. It makes for a mini miracle feeling. One thing that I have noticed is that when I actually forget to do the task, the enemy pounces on my ego, my feelings, my worthiness, and anything else he can think of to bring me down. I am human. I make mistakes. I forget things. I forget things because we are in a society that believes that we should be an expert in ‘everything’ and be able to do many things at once. We were not designed that way. I do have my moments when he grabs my attention with his negativity; however, I do not allow him to remain near me for very long. I kick him to the curb and motivate right along, doing the best that I can do. I ask God for guidance daily to place my feet where He wants them and to place His words in my mouth. My days, even the chaotic ones, are rather peaceful. Today, I encourage you to do the same. Do not beat yourself up continuously for being human. Go to God in prayer, ask for His guidance, and then listen for His still small voice to guide you. He is the whisper in the middle of chaos. His voice is beautiful and calming. Be blessed today, my friends. ***Today, if you hear his voice, do not harden your hearts. –Hebrews 4:7b

So since it’s December again. 🎄✝️ I have seen angels just like when I met Timothy the first time. This wasn’t Timothy—this angel had the same colors as the Color of the Year 2026. Cloud-Dancer white wings with hidden vermillion red shimmering like bright gems alternated under each feather of his large wings. His hair, with curtain bangs, was a shade of teal from the color emerald green, and the wispy outward ends reached his shoulders. His armor was also a shade of jade. He had straight eyebrows, almost round-shaped eyes with bright vermillion red eye color that was striking, a medium nose, thin lips, a cocoa medium skin tone, and a square-shaped face. This male angel had a toned physical body but was not lean either—he was built in a way like he’s trained for something he is fighting for. He cheered me up the first time I saw him because the other day, I think it was the 7th of December, I was hoping for kittens. I’d be happy to help Cayenne with her kitten delivery since she was pregnant, but they came out too early and I got sad. These demons, influencing my own aunt, came shooting arrows in the spiritual to make me doubt that the medicine I gave Cayenne—because she was having a runny nose while pregnant—was the cause. I still wanted Cayenne okay, yet I was indirectly blamed by my aunt, who is influenced by demons, for Cayenne’s unborn kittens. I didn't even want the kittens dead. I was looking after Cayenne because it's hard if she’s sick and also pregnant. Yet I know I can’t control what happened; it’s either the kittens or my cat Cayenne. I even consulted the Holy Spirit if it was my fault. Generally, though yes in the spiritual my guard was up, I was too hard-hit by the dead words my aunt spoke to me. He said— Holy Spirit: “No, don’t think that way. It's not your fault.” I heard that, I nodded, and I let that slowly sink into my heart. Though it wasn’t full, I couldn’t help but tell my mom about what my aunt said. (I’m not saying bad things about her generally, but it’s not too far from actually getting a rise out of someone to sin—I’m repentant to Abba or Father God for that.) I wasn’t fully taking it in still… until that evening I saw him. As I’ve said on the first slide, what he looks like—he’s really beautiful, and ChatGPT made the closest appearance it could make of him. Though in the glimpse of his appearance in the vision, I saw him as a form of light (though I’m not yet able to see through the form of light), which is— I didn’t know what his name was. Hold up—Holy Spirit said: IMAKAEA. That’s his name. Abba sent him to cheer me up and deliver the message that it wasn’t my fault. Abba is with me—Abba’s grace is with me. That’s what I got from him. I saw him for two nights in a row, and tonight, currently November 9, I saw him again with two angels: one with vermillion red hair (a woman angel) and the emerald-green-haired male. Though it’s not exactly two—there’s more. And like… more? Angelic presence. I don’t even want to count, but I think they were six. Holy Spirit says so. (Some lukewarm Christians and lukewarm faith or ignorance would definitely deny this, but this is for those who have devout faith to the Father, who love the Father more than themselves.) Yes, I have recorded them—with permission from the Father as always, because the Lord knows I love a little remembrance of His heavenly hosts, for His presence and glory shines from His angels. So IMAKAEA—earlier, a few minutes before 9 PM—I stood there at the terrace delighting in what the Father sent. I was in awe again like child-like wonder. That’s exactly what the fear of the Lord is FYI. When you desire not your own understanding but God's. I let go of what my human mind cannot comprehend and trusted God. To learn from Him and with belief, faith—everything in me towards the Lord. I give all I see because I desire more of the heavenly God above. It’s part of being a seer that the Father trains me to be (Prophet/Seer… what the Father says about me, though I’m not into titles; I’m just serving here). Anything He trains me for, I’m eager to learn. Then, not long after, I said: “Can I connect with this angel, Holy Spirit?” He said— Holy Spirit: “You can take breaths.” I took my breaths and exhaled calmly. Then I started feeling a pressure on my forehead. (No, it's not sickness—it's wisdom and knowledge from the Almighty God.) It connected my heart and mind with Jesus. After a few seconds (I'm nearsighted by the way; it’s hard to see without my glasses because he’s a bit distant and in the sky, yet I can see his light form), I saw him shine below—think of it as some holographic futuristic thing he showed with angelic light, but it’s not tech, okay? He showed me Jesus and Mary Magdalene in motion, and then Jesus again. I kept confirming my understanding with the Holy Spirit. I asked how long I would be seeing him. He said: Holy Spirit: “Like all Christmas and New Year.” That honestly was exciting, because I get to see more angelic beings before the year ends—just like how I met Timothy, who is a transparent form of white light. Then after that answer, I asked if what I saw—Jesus and Mary Magdalene—was something related to redemption. I didn’t hear or feel a “no.” Instead, He said— Holy Spirit: “Yes it is. You are to remember your redemption, like how Mary was healed from seven demons.” And it made sense to me. Because in seeing that motion IMAKAEA showed, I felt God’s love. And if it’s to say that I'm walking into a new year still with Abba through good and bad, then I’m walking through unharmed and taken care of while I serve Him. So I’m showing this because I am given permission by God to share. (I just asked—He said so I can.) You can go on my fb page posted there is a short recording of the angelic being I witnessed and was given permission to record by the Lord. But on here is just a image of IMAKAEA I'll post. If this brings you to God—if it tugs on your heart—I encourage you, beloved. For IMAKAEA is a sign that the only life you should be walking and living is God’s ways, not the ways of sinners. For those who go back to sin like dogs or pigs will wither like grass, and plants lose flowers and dry up. But God stays the same, and His words will not fade. It won’t. Through His gates, beloved—not religion that divides. Physical bodies of churches are not churches if they don’t have the same desires and love of the Lord. Religion in this world has hidden agendas. All their outward tent religion rituals are just a copy of what’s heavenly, but none who offer—just like in the Bible—no offering will make you clean because you’re offering only half of yourself while one heart is still dark as sin. There’s no real change happening. This is like worshiping with your lips but your heart is far from Him. Does it ring any bells? Do you remember the scripture? This world and their lusts—what their eyes see, hear, and speak—really like dogs and pigs. But Abba knows your real self. So may you lay down your life and live according to His plan and how He made you? Lastly, I searched in Hebrew letters— IMAKAEA — Using the spelling: אימכא (Alef – Yod – Mem – Kaf – Alef) --- Meaning of EACH Hebrew Letter (simple): ־ א Alef — Beginning, oneness, leadership, divine power ־ י Yod — Creation, energy, spark, hand of action ־ מ Mem — Water, flow, depth, mystery, life ־ כ Kaf — Palm of the hand, authority, shaping, bending reality ־ א Alef — Unity, source, spiritual essence --- ⭐ All letters combined into ONE simple meaning: “A powerful divine spark shaping life from a deep source.” Another simple version: “Divine beginning + creation + life + shaping + unity.” --- IMAKAEA is a being telling me 2026, for me, will be good—good as well for those who serve Christ without human motivation or worldly lust or desires that are wicked as the flesh. Devout desire nothing more than what is heavenly. So these are all I want to post before Christmas. I’ll post again possibly after New Year. I’ll bring more heavenly revelation and encounters from Abba, if He permits me to show you all. Have an advanced Merry Christmas, brothers and sisters. May God’s love and grace be with you all. ✝️🤍 ©️ 2025 Ruth B. Personal encounter with God shared by His grace. #EncounterWithGod #GodEncounter #JesusEncounter #HolySpiritEncounter #FaithJourney #SpiritualExperience #HeavenlyEncounter #MyTestimony #ChristianTestimony #GodIsFaithful #GodIsGood #WalkWithJesus #TestimonyTime #GodsGrace #JesusMySavior #JesusMyRedeemer #exlgbtqiaplusmember

Proverbs 29:25 NKJV [25] The fear of man brings a snare, But whoever trusts in the Lord shall be safe. ⚠️ Don't compromise ⚠️Don't tolerate sin❗️ #fyi #fyp #faith #truth

Good morning everyone. Grace and peace be with you. Today is my last day for a couple of weeks of being the acting supervisor. Per my contract, I can only be in the higher-level job for a certain amount of time, or I lose my assigned job. Not as in fired, but I could be sent wherever they need me instead of my home office. So I will step back down for a couple of weeks and enjoy not being responsible for anything. That also means that I get my Saturdays off again. I kind of miss those. I told my husband, when I was no longer needed in this supervisor job, that first weekend we would run away. So, keeping my word, I verified that we did not commit to any extras this weekend, and we are disappearing. As soon as I clock out, we will be headed to the Creation Museum. I went there with our youth shortly after it opened. It was phenomenal then. They have added so much, I am not sure two old people will be able to see it all. But we are going to give it a hearty shot. We will only have one day to see as much as we can, since they are not open on Sunday. That will be okay though. We will get up Saturday fresh and frisky. Come back to the hotel old and worn out. Get up on Sunday half fresh and frisky and half old and worn out. Then drive home in a manner where we are not in a hurry. It will be a great runaway. Our last six months have been a whirlwind. Changes in work. Issues with his dad. The funeral. A new boss. Doctors. Kids. The ATV accident. A very nice variety shop of activities that did not allow for a lot of room for a runaway…just the two of us. On another positive note, yesterday was a good writing day. I am almost to the halfway (25K) point for the requirement for the two challenges. (Yes, I am using the same book for both challenges. My brain is not braining enough to do two 50k-word books.) I know I will meet the 90-day challenge with ease, but I might even have this rough draft done in the thirty days. If that is the case, then I will have 60 days to do the edits and get the beta readers involved. With the aspects of being published by the first of the year. (Spoiler…it is the fourth book in the Chasm series…just fyi) When God made the world. The universe. I would think that it is safe to say that he had a lot on his plate. He focused on one area at time and ensured that it was good. Then, on the seventh day, he sat back and looked at what he had created, and said, ‘This is good, now I am going to take a nap.’ (ha-ha) If He can see that after only six days, he needed a break, why do we think that we can go endlessly without one? That is an easy answer, the enemy. In his desire to be like God, he convinces us that he has all the answers and that if we add just one more project, one more book, one more idea, one more…pick a topic. The enemy has convinced us that if we are not constantly running, working, or busy on something, then we are lazy. That just is not the case. We were not meant to run endlessly. However, in our endeavors to be perfect, we try to fix the world all at once without regard to ourselves. Because the enemy has twisted the Word to make it sound like we are unimportant. That all of our time is to be busy in service. The truth is this, we cannot serve if we are exhausted. If we wear ourselves down to the point we cannot get out of bed or think straight, that is another avenue for the enemy to come in and work his evil. God took a day off. If God took a day off, then why wouldn’t you want to do the same? Today is Friday. Typically, the last day of the work week. Take tomorrow to do a few chores around the house (laundry, sweep, trash, etc.), then rest. Take Sunday to visit Him in His house and get refilled in the spirit. My refilling will be on Saturday at the Museum of His Creation. Be blessed today my friends. ***Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. – Matthew 11:28